Monday, August 10, 2009

How did I get here?

Like the song says, "It's been a long road, gettin' from there to here...", but here I am, ready or not. My life has been sprinkled with ups and downs, rough and smooth waters just like anyone else's. But I think what speaks most eloquently to our character is how we navigate the tumultuous times.

In looking back over my past 40 plus years, there are places where I wish a rewind button really existed. I have made many mistakes and reaped the consequences of those choices. We all do. I am certain that I have many more mistakes to make before my time here is done. I love to say that what doesn't kill me, makes me stronger. And I have to say that I am far stronger today than I was even five years ago.

Once again I find myself in a season full of challenge, which is why I have chosen to write my thoughts here. It is my hope that this blog will not selfishly be a place of catharsis for me, but a place of inspiration for those who read it. Age, errors and rocky roads have taught me that I don't have the strength to go this course alone. Every life has a purpose. Through every experience, whether joyful or painful, God prepares us for something bigger than ourselves. I carry that understanding into each day which makes it so much easier to climb the next hill. I could spend my time anxious about the unknown future, but knowing that I am protected by my Heavenly Father brings me peace and joy about what my future holds in His hands.

Someone brought Psalms 91 to my attention about a year ago. It is such an easy Bible passage to remember when you need to feel safe - Psalms "911." The first two verses are so comforting, and for that reason I wanted to share them with you tonight.

"He who dwells in the shelter of the Most High, will rest in the shadow of the Almighty. I will say of the LORD, 'He is my refuge and my fortress, my God, in whom I trust.'"

Until next time, be well.

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